Blog Diaries|Blank Canvas

I’ve been staring at a blank canvas lately, trying to put into words the changes I’ve been experiencing. It’s taken me weeks to figure out how to express it all, and honestly, every time I try to write, I freeze. Maybe it’s because there’s just so much to process.

I think, collectively, we’re all going through something profound right now. It’s undeniable. Everyone I talk to — friends, family — says the same thing: they’re experiencing massive shifts. It’s not necessarily an identity crisis but more like an evolution of self. It’s as if we’re all stepping into versions of ourselves we don’t fully recognize yet.

And while this evolution is ultimately a good thing, it’s not always easy. For those who are ready, it feels expansive and exciting. But if you’re not quite there, it can be… unsettling, even scary at times.

The past four months have been particularly transformative for me. I’ve had to step back from work — a forced break, really — and while it wasn’t something I planned, I realize now how much I needed it. It gave me time to reflect deeply, to process, and to reconnect with myself.

During this time, I’ve also been searching for a sense of belonging, for a community I can truly relate to. Interestingly enough, I’ve ended up building one of my own. It’s been an incredible journey, meeting new people and sharing…